yeah..
i HATE people because they leave without letting you know shit. i hate being on badterms when i dunno what the hell i did. and believe me im saying this with a smile on my face see -> =) i am such a happy kid its unbelievable. but ANYWAY yesterday i was @ mike's house with alyssa..dianna..rachel.. and other people and it was pretty fun and then me and alyssa were just walking around with a 40 drinking the whole thing cause we were bored. and we were being really annoying it was funny. UMM then me and melissa slept at rachel's and i got this weird ass fun call of some guy claiming he was somebody else that goes to my school and they said all this shit like they wanna get with me and to break up with whoever im going out with. it's so goddamn sketchy and i still can't figure out who the fuck it is, and they keep leaving me messages and blocking their number. it makes no effin sense. they said they got my number from my friend rachel and i asked her and she had no fucking idea what i was talking about. but yeah .. next day at rachel's me, her and melissa were all hanging around and i was crying like fucking uncontrollably cause someone won't talk to me and i didn't freakin do anything! ughhhh. i hate this so much and there isn't crap i can do about it either. everythings really messed up. but anyways now im at Lindsay's house and were having fun so im kinda forgetting about stuff =] those people called me AGAiN but i didn't get it because i have no service in her house. o well. i want things to get fixed noww =( my godd. anyways i hope i can spend the night at lindsay's instead of going home at 12 cause then im just gonna sit there and think about shit. screw everythinggggg. okayyyyy im going. =/
xO0O0x amanda*
xO0O0x amanda*