slight procrastination
holiday spectacular...i dont gaurentee it being "spectacular" from the look of tonight's practice...but i guess we'll see...
so the year is almost over and i have accomplished pretty much nothing with my life. i am no further than i was in january. i have not moved up in choir, i have not obtained a solo, i have yet to get strait A's. I sit and watch as the world goes by living lives whether good or bad, and it seems like i'm not going or getting anywhere. i know that sounds cliche, but it's true. i have not reached any goal i have set for myself for the past year. why is it that people always tell me that whatever i set out to do, i will achieve and yet this has so far failed to be proven in my life. i try so hard to get where i want and get no where. and there are people who dont even try at all and go everywhere. do my efforts mean nothing? what is needed for me to get to where i wanna be that i havent done already?
so for the next year i WILL:
1) move up to at least mads in choir
2) obtain a solo
3) get strait A's
4) get a life that isnt boring and predictable
5) watch season 1 of heroes since i already watched the whole second season and now i'm addicted
6) not step foot into my dad's house ever again
7) have less than 2 conversations with my evil wicked stepmom who hates my guts
8) not procrastinate
9) get some sorta of job (maybe)
10) enjoy what God has given me and not dwell on not having what i dont have
hold me accountable for these things? please and thank you. it's needed more than you know.....
so the year is almost over and i have accomplished pretty much nothing with my life. i am no further than i was in january. i have not moved up in choir, i have not obtained a solo, i have yet to get strait A's. I sit and watch as the world goes by living lives whether good or bad, and it seems like i'm not going or getting anywhere. i know that sounds cliche, but it's true. i have not reached any goal i have set for myself for the past year. why is it that people always tell me that whatever i set out to do, i will achieve and yet this has so far failed to be proven in my life. i try so hard to get where i want and get no where. and there are people who dont even try at all and go everywhere. do my efforts mean nothing? what is needed for me to get to where i wanna be that i havent done already?
so for the next year i WILL:
1) move up to at least mads in choir
2) obtain a solo
3) get strait A's
4) get a life that isnt boring and predictable
5) watch season 1 of heroes since i already watched the whole second season and now i'm addicted
6) not step foot into my dad's house ever again
7) have less than 2 conversations with my evil wicked stepmom who hates my guts
8) not procrastinate
9) get some sorta of job (maybe)
10) enjoy what God has given me and not dwell on not having what i dont have
hold me accountable for these things? please and thank you. it's needed more than you know.....