hmmmm.........

Dec 03, 2007 17:02

i have questions that somehow never get answered.
1) why is procrastination sooo addicticing?
2) what makes it so difficult to speak your mind?
3) why are people so dissatisfied with life?
4) why is life so dissatisfing?
5) why is MY life so boring?
6) why is it that the one thing i love and adore most about my life (choir) keeps trying to push me away like i'm unwanted?
7) why do people continue to make me seem invisible?
8) why is it that i refuse to tell people the one thing i want to tell them?
9) why are there so many people that visit disneyland without a smile on their faces?
10) how do i get my grade up in AP Euro?
11)  why does it seem that no one wants me to be who i am or enjoy the things i enjoy?
12) why are shiny objects so intreging?
13) why are people so hateful?

............ maybe i should stop thinking and life will get better....or maybe not.... :/

this song is so true for me right now......
Someone Else For One Day ~ Gabriel Mann
i think this is a breakdown
i take notes and i take down
what¹s becoming a cold day

i think i'm gonna be movin'
a place less confusin'
find my feet & i'm ok

and i - i feel like everybody's makin' a face
but i'm stuck with mine
the same face that i put on most everyday

sometimes i get tired of doing the same thing
me & myself
sit still while the people around me all changing
you & yourselves
someday gonna find a feeling that's right
but i wonder what'd be like
to be someone else for one day

i try to keep from thinkin'
spin out and i sink in
somebody surprise me

an angel with red shoes
somebody you don¹t lose
somebody besides me

and i - i slip on your clothes to find satisfaction
i cry baby cry
'cause I can¹t take myself and don't know how to take some kind of action, baby

sometimes i get tired of doing the same thing
me & myself
sit still while the people around me all changing
you & yourselves
someday gonna find a feeling that's right
but i wonder what'd be like
to be someone else for one day

lifes chocolates, complaints, realizations, words, procrastination, writing

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