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I typed a poem about how exactly I felt while I needed to express out of it. It came out true!

Love lost..
Never again!
Me...?
Love...?
Not again!
Keep away!!
Fuck off!!
Its mine!
Dont.. Dont take it!
Please!
I need it!
Dont take it...
Love...?
Me...?
Never again!

Never again!
Me...?
Love...?
I dont know...
Will it hurt again?
Will the pain ever end?
Will you throw it away?
Will you break it apart?
Love...?
Me....?
Never again!

Maybe once more...
But now im not so sure...
Should I give it a chance?
Should I try and do it again?
My mind is so confused..
My heart more too...

I'll try again!
Just once more.
Things will be fine
He is so kind.
So sweet and so funny.
Just once more.
I'll try again!

Hes so mine!
Ohhh I just cant wait.
Im gonna pop the question.
What will he say?
Will he still want me!?
Ohhhh I just cant wait.
Hes really mine!

I love you...
Go for me?
No response?
A tear in your eye?
Why is he quiet?
I feel like im dying...
Go for me?
I love you...

No....
A no...
Why...
Why did love do this?
He was my life....
My life has now gone...
What will I do..
Where has he gone?
A no....
No....

Sigh...
Its the end of love for me....
I'll never try again.
Love isnt for me....
Perpetual lonliness to death...
Pain on my heart...
Weight on my back...
Loves not for me at all...
I'll make this stop...
Just pull the trigger...
This is the end...
I'll never try again.
Its the end of love for me...Its the end of life.

Its not great, no form, and no real point, but thats how exactly Im feeling, right now. :(