THE FUTURE FREAKS ME OUT.
i mean honestly, a month from now, who will i still be talking to? and when i come back for christmas, will it even matter anymore? there are certain people i could never imagine being without. i know that i could do it in the long run, i did it with rachael this year, but it's just not something i wanna do again.
somehow cassie has become my lifeline, the person i turn to with anything. i could never imagine not being close with her.
and danielle, she's my favorite=)
despite everything, caroline and i never stopped being friends. sure, we stopped hanging out for awhile, but she always understood me or at least tried to. and that's all you can ask for from a friend.
ohhh the kirbs, always makes me smile=)
i'm afraid of losing alexa. i mean...it's college now you know? we've been through a lot...kindergarten, grammer school, middle school, the move, the cancer, the divorce, highschool. could college be the one thing to tear us apart? i mean, we're both gonna be really busy now. my oldest and best friend. i could never lose her.
i don't want to go.
EDIT:
Alexis was upset that she wasn't included in this entry. To be honest i wasnt that worried about it; i'm still not. We don't always talk and we don't always hang out but there are definately certain things that i could never fo to anyone but her and i'm sure she feels the same. I truely believe that i wouldn't have made it through certain days without her and i think she feels the same. So Lexi, I know you're reading this: know that i love you and am truely greatful for you<33