Nov 18, 2006 20:25
So I've come to the concluion today that I have a pretty awesome life. There are a lot of things that I take for granted and I shouldn't. Last weekend I went to Penn State and it was a really good weekend. Nothing too special happened but I went to the game and got most of the PSU experience. It made me really hope that Bobby gets in there but in general it was just good to see people from home and hang out with people that I don't normally hang out with. The guys I was with both nights were just a lot of fun and it also made me sad that there are so many girls that go here.
Last night I went home to go to Variety Show and Bobby's game today. Variety Show was really good (not as good as ours though), I went with Brady and hung out with Nick afterwards for a little and I saw some of my other favs from that class. Earlier today I went to Bobby's hockey game which was good just because I miss hockey and especially going to his games. I got really excited for the Turkey Cup Wednesday night. Then I went home and hung out with Mom and Dad watching Penn State. I probably would have stayed at school if Bri didn't come up to visit for the weekend. So now I get to go out tonight with almost all of my best friends from last year and forget how much has changed with them since last May. I'm excited that I only have three days til I get to come back home. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and I can't wait to see the rest of my family. Almost all of my friends will be home and we will probably go to Tom Jones at least one night and I will be so glad to see Anna, Karly and Kathleen.
Going to Variety Show made me feel really old. When I graduated, I loved the sophomores and now they were up there dancing on stage and I just couldn't grasp the idea that they were seniors now. It's just really crazy that I'm hoping Bobby gets into PSU main when it feels like just yesterday I was applying to and visiting schools. In the time that has gone by, so many people so close to me have changed. I have decided that I don't like change. I liked high school and I like the way certain people used to be. I also realize that people have to change and so do other things. But then I think that I'm just lucky to have so many different groups of people in my life that I love and I have to ignore the change or at least accept it and go on. I have to ignore the people that have gone in other directions because if I don't and I think about it, it will upset me. This is definately something I have to work on and just accept every moment and every opportunity as it comes. Time goes by too fast and it's not worth worrying about. Everything will end up the way it was supposed to.
While that was slightly depressing to thing about and kind of confusing too... I'm excited for break. I'm excited to see everyone and get away from school again for a while. Thats about all for now.