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[_kelly_green_]

and it's almost 4 am

and i'm awake dealing with the crazy that I can't seem to get under control

and i'm sure i'm probably just over tired and a little sensitive

but somehow knowing WHY i feel this way doesn't make me feel it any less

i just want another human being next to me

i just need someone else who's awake to sit here, and agree that this is madness

i just want to go to bed because i know that when i wake up

this will all seem like the dumbest thing ever

like childs play, i'll wonder how i couldn't gain control over something so simple

but it's 4 am and i'm still awake and

all alone and

everything's a mess

but come sunrise, it will be fine.

tell me, whats the fastest way to dawn?