The Sky is dark Blue

Oct 25, 2005 18:42

Ok well Batman was a kick ass movie. But i saw it in theater so I already knew that. But I caught things i didn't catch the first time I watched it which was cool. Tony still hasn't seen it. I think he would like it. But maybe I am wrong. I still haven't figured out what to do about Tony and Ricky. But today Ricky seemed a little distance. But of course that was only when we were in class. When we were walking to the bus he was normal. But I dunno. Like I was talking to Brittany Hick and I told her what was up. And I told her I might want to take a break from Tony. And she asked if I was willing to give up that relationship. And well I didn't really know the answer. But if the relationship did end up not working out after the break. I bet it would have been for the better. And like I dunno, whatever! fuck life! fuck this! Sry, I am a little stressed about all this. And my grades don't help. But I got a "B" on my math test. I could have done better than that. I am dissapointed. I knew that stuff! I should have studied more. But I really didn't want to at the time. What the hell....I should be happy that I got a "B". Last time I got a "F" I went up like 2 letter grades. But Ricky called me Monday night. We talked for like a 1/2 hour. Then my mom kicked me off the phone. The bitch! I liked talking to Ricky on the phone. I was thinking about calling him tonight. But from 9-10 is the time I talk to Tony. And I can't disrupt that. I mean not now. But back to my problem. When I was talking to Brittany, she also said something about not doing anything with Ricky before I told Tony about all this. And well I dunno! I know I'm not gonna do anything while i am with Tony. I strongly dissagree with cheating. Well let me reprase that. I stronly dislike cheating in a relationship. Even though it is wrong, I do sometimes cheat on test. But whatever! That is not a good habbit, but sooner or later I will stop. OH me and Britt figured out that Ricky has the last name that starts with a 'G' so i will still have the nickname Keg. But I'm gonna go
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