Oct 30, 2005 09:18
Well Last night I was expecting Brizz to call me back. I got a call...it just wasn't Brizz, and wasn't someone I was expecting. It was Tony, I saw hos name and i stared at it for a while. Then i realized I should answer it. Well he told me he was walking through The Boston Commons. And well that was where we hung out after we snuck out of the movie. And I got chills and my eyes got all watery when he said that. I didn't know what to say. But he told me he ran into a door, and I laughed at him. I mean how do you miss a big metal door? But then we talked and he asked me how I felt. And I told him ever since I got off the phone with him (really early) Friday morning, I have felt nothing but regret. Then I said not about us being together but me killing what we had. And then he asked if I wanted to get back together or did I need more time. I told him that the first answer that popped into my head was yes. So then he asked me to be his g/f. And it was funny and really corny. But I hate telling ppl no, and I think Ricky is gonna try and ask me out, so I have to tell him no. But I'm gonna stop calling him and stop the flirting a little bit. Like I'm not gonna wait for him after math to walk me to the van. I think he will be surprised when I do that. But yeah, hopefully he doesn't like me. Cuz I hate telling ppl no. Eh, I also have to fully tell Adam no, and tell him that me and Tony got back together. I hope he is ok with that. Cuz no matter how much of an Ass Adam is, I still love him. Well...yeah...But anywayz. Single life can be fun and all but I'm happy having someone that is always there for me. Yeah.....But I'm gonna go