Finally things are turning around.
I was on this downward spiral. Falling apart at the seams. I wasn't happy with anything in my life.
I'm still not completely happy, but I'm well on my way.
I got hired in for a job starting out at 20 G a year, full benefits, 401 K plan. Sophie is starting preschool. She is elated. I am for her...as well as my peace of mind. If things are going well after 6 months I will get a SIGNIFICANT raise. Sweetsweetbloodyfuckingsweet. I feel like jumping out of my skin.
Brett and I broke up. It's breaking my heart, but I'll make it. I'm going to be my bitchy hard ass self and allow no one to see my pain. I can't allow his emotional constipation and stubborness to distract me. Some family problems/bullshit/cop out whatever. We are supposed to be best friends. I love you and I care about you. And all you care about is yourself. You are a selfish fucking asshole. I have done everything for you and you nothing for me. I have to work my ass off and prove myself to my boss. He is taking a real chance on me, and I'm not going to fail.
Tomorrow I have to go and get a certified copy of Sophie's birth certificate b/c my irresponsible ass lost it a long time ago. Then she has a physical.
I get to go to Cleveland and other places on business conferences. Yay. Go out drinking after with the crew. I'm the youngest one, but hey I'm legal baby.
Well that's all I got for now. Have to take my bro to drum lessons at Brett's. HAHAH that will be comfortable...oh wait not.