take advantage of me...please i must be asking for it.
So there must be some sort of stamp on my forehead that says, "Hey ask me...I'm a sucker..I'll do it and then when you show up an hour late...I'll be nice and I won't really let on to how PISSED off I am." Because I'm a pushover. Yup you heard it. Okay.
I've had a headache for almost a week now and it got way worse today when "cigarman" came into the bar. Worst smelling cigars ever. I was close to vomiting quite a few times.
I am in sleep deficit. I just can't catch up. Sophie and I have been sick for the past damn month. She's been in the ER 3 times. I'm so desperate...for a break. I'm losing my mind.
I want to have the tempertantrum of a 2-3 year old. Whining and crying...lashing out on the floor...and have someone comfort me and still love me and know that I'm just fucking exhausted. With Everything.
Needing to lay down now. Whimper. Massive headache. xoxoxo
Other things in life are getting me down too. It's all part of a decision I made and now I'm living with it. I do realize it, but it's just hard. Thanks for listening to me though.