O'Shit
Rock and Roll ain't...
I don't know. As of late, the more I think life is getting back on track, the more I realize that it is actually deviating farther from my plan. Why do I even bother? Why do I even try to imagine how things wil be a month, a week, days, even hours before it actually happens. One moment I can be the happiest guy ever, and in an instance it's all just swiftly erased. Why? It's not even thing associated with relationships (but God only knows I have a screwed up time there) but also hinges on everything from my family, to my car, to money. Of course, if I could hit the lotto aaand
have a six pack
then everything in my life would be complete, perfect, and done within itself. But, life keeps on keeping on and I roll with the punches. I know that I'm not like all the other people around here-- and eventually, someone'll notice it, right? Right? Right, I think.
Today was an interesting day, to say the least. I had my Economics exam this morning which I totally rocked at. It was a bit of a challenge bearing the -8929292 degree weather to walk home, but in all good fun, I arrived back to my luxorious apartment, greeted warmly by a smile. From my heater. Thank God that actually works. To think how quickly life changes, yet how slowly our minds and hearts move. Well, for some. Others tend to just fly all over the place, and not really have a set set of feelings. Ba hum bug! Is it break yet? I have so much planned ... but then, I'm just breking my own rules again. Damn you heart. Damn you head.