Mar 16, 2008 11:51
so were not together anymore, er we dont hold a title together.
we talk more now than we did when we had a title. the thing is though, i love her the same. my feelings for her havent changed. that fight caused us to separate and now im trying to figure out how to make this work again. should i get back together with her? should i wait untill i get my new orders in 4 weeks? many questions running through my head.
the marines put my life on hold for the next 4 and a half years. if i can have a relationship while in the corps ill do it, but this requires a large amount of commitment and trust. i have no doubt that ill wind back up with her, i just wanna know when?
i as well am a hopeless romantic, but a dreamer more.
ps: i had crazy zombie dream last night. i watched my brothers die... then myself?