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_janexdoe June 8 2004, 19:52:37 UTC
We're staying with Aunt Delores. She offered before we even thought about evebn coming to Chicago. & her name is Claudia, she's the crazy old one, on my moms side. My dads side, as crazy as we all are, are more sane. And located in C-ville, so I am grateful Aunt Dolores & Uncle Rick are cool to have us stay over a month with them!

I don't know if I'm 'diagnosed' with anything. But when I use to work, go to school, boyfriend, family, & mom issues I use to get these kind of attacks. I would get panicy, shake like crazy, most of the time Im crying with out even knowing it, and I can't breath. As if the walls are coming in, and theres pressure around me. Thats the best I can explain it. I went to the doctor and told him, and he said it's probably a panic attack and I should start seeking help if I get them more than 2 a year. I do, but I think I'll be okay.
The thing I do get is headaches from stress. Not migranes. But these kind where my vision gets blurry so bad like. I can't really function because I feel so weak, so all I can do is sleep it off.

Ben is my best friend. The kind you love to hate but love so much.

BUT TEN MORE DAYS.

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