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First of all yesterday was the worst day I've probably had in like 8 months.
Well, its been a while.
The whole driving school & getting a ticket blew up in my face.
I get a call at 6 in the morning and all I hear is “What the fuck did you do?!”
Yeah, my aunt got a paper from the Junvenile Courts.
See, I thought I heard her say General Sessions.
I freaked because I'm a juvenile, why would they want me at General Sessions, unless I truly fucked up somewhere.
So I got caught doing a 70 in a 55 zone. Here when your ten miles over the limit they can prosecute you for reckless driving.
I'm freaking the whole day thinking they're gonna revoke my license and shit.
Also I started Extended school yesterday.
That was all I wanted on top of a bad.... bad morning.
That place is a joke. I just sit there from 8in the morning until 2:30 p.m.
& the fact I'm in there for the extra credit and not an acutall class makes it even more wasteful to me (even though I need that credit)
I sit there reading, coloring, and sleeping.
It does go by quick though. And I have logan, eric, and ben p. to keep me pretty entertained.
Back to what I was saying.
So the was pretty stressful.
Everything got situated. And a lot bad things followed.
+ the fact the night before I stayed up until 3 a.m. because I couldn't sleep, and had to get up at 6 a.m.
The day was ove all bad day. I ended it by going to sleep @ 8.
What pisses me off is it was all handled and taken care of until the very last mintue!!! I mean it was only 5 hours away from being taken care of!!!
Today wasn't awesome or really good, but it was way better.
School was okay. It goes by really quick.
I also had eric violate me in the worst way!! HE was all dancy on me. YOU KNOW, ERIC GRIMES, AAHH.
And then I was talking to Ben for a bit. And then had lunch.
I've been there two days and I've read nearly five books.
Yeah, thats how boring it is.
I've also colored more pictures in the last 48 hours than I have in a few years.
But today was all mellow, except a bad thing did happen today.
When I pulling into the parking lot of school this morning I had a panic attack.
I don't understand. And I got one of those stress headaches I use to get alot.
But I did the therapy thing. You know.. GO TO WAL-MART.
I love it there.
I bought the crap my aunt asked me to buy (a light thinger for our bathroom).
& I bought me some crap. I bought new eyeliner because mine melted in my car.. it was a yucky mess. It was like oil pastels melting.
I don't know why I just said that...
& I'm not keen on buying cheap perfume, but I got tha looking and they have this cheap plumeria one by simply basic... aka cheap shit, and it smells so lovely. I only meant to tell you because I keep spraying it around my room.
Well, thats all.
I guess I was bored, and needed to explain why I'm sucha head-case lately.
10 more days.