I have run out of tears, so now I cry blood...
I have started so many times to say something to you, but I can never find the right words. I hate that all this has happened, and it all happened so suddenly. I finally found something that made me happy and now it is gone. I can't apologize for something that didn't happen, but I can apologize for taking everything for granted and not trying to explain things to you a little better. I don't know why people have to try and ruin such wonderful things. I don't know if it is jealousy, or just the pleasure of watching others suffer. I still love you with all my heart, but I can't stand to be around you knowing that you aren't "mine" anymore. I wish I could make things just go away and everything go back to being the way they were, but I am not a Genie so I can't. I hope you find someone that you are truly happy with and ttreats you the way you deserve, because you are worth it. I give you my best wishes and hope you the best of everything.