cigarettes and vodka on your lovers breath...

[_j_a_g_g_e_r_s_]

I am 20 years old living the life I should have been living
when I was 16... how pathetic?? I need to grow up, and I know
this but I don't want to. I really am scared of growing up. I
don't know if I am ready for the responsibilities (sp).. of being
an adult. Not only that but I don't want to grow up to be one
of these boring ass couples I see now that work and go home and
do nothing. I want to stay interesting and have fun. If only I
could catch a break and have some type of opportunity to come my way.