There have been better.
So a couple days ago I actually got to meet Doug Smith! Nice guy! ^^
So he does, in fact, exist.
Today was not the greatest. After group, I was supposed to meet with my Case Manager because I was feeling shitty because of the Effexor to Prozac transition. When group was over, I was feeling all right so I cancelled. I went out into the hall and all of a sudden I started to feel really jealous, hurt, and angry. I don't really even know why...Well I do know why. It was started by something small that escalated into a bunch of negative thoughts about myself and that's what made me so upset. So I started to cry and someone took me to see Jennifer (Case Manager). She was able to calm me down, and after questions and discussions with her, I realized that my crush on Kevin (40-year old Pisces man in group) was caused by the need for an adult to be nice to me. And my loneliness in group -- I'm the youngest person, and the second youngest is 28 so I feel like a bit of an outsider, naturally.
My group program is on the sixth floor of an office building. Anyways, after my meeting with Jennifer, I went out into the hall and pressed the button for the elevator. And then the elevator came so I got on and pressed "GRD". And then the GRD button lit up, the doors closed, but the elevator didn't move! After a few minutes of it not going anywhere, I pressed GRD again. Nothing. So I pressed 6 and OPEN a bunch of times and nothing happened!!! I noticed there was an emergency phone in the elevator, but I decided that since it had only been a few minutes, it wasn't really an emergency and the thing would probably start working.
So after ten minutes of standing in the elevator alone, I picked up the phone. There were no buttons and the phone was automatically calling someone. A woman picked up and said, "Hello. Are you stuck in an elevator somewhere?"
And I was like, "Yeah"
"Where are you? What building?"
I had totally expected the emergency number to connect to a place somewhere INSIDE the building, but that wasn't so. She told me they were sending someone.
So I'm out of the elevator now, anyway, but I DID have to wait an hour in there...and it was hot!
So that sucked, It also sucked that it was raining by the time I got out and I had to wait for the bus stop in the rain. :( And then the heat. So I was soaked and boiling. THen the STUPID bus driver missed my stop so I ended up at Rebecca's house. Her mom drove me home.
Then I found out that Lisa went to Wonderland today with Stephanie. Ouch. My mom has been nagging me for a while, saying that my friends are going to go to Wonderland without me. So now that they did, wow I feel shitty. I thought Lisa would have at least called and asked. Oh well, who would want to spend the day with ME anyway?
"There is no phrase without a double meaning."-Kenyan Proverb
So he does, in fact, exist.
Today was not the greatest. After group, I was supposed to meet with my Case Manager because I was feeling shitty because of the Effexor to Prozac transition. When group was over, I was feeling all right so I cancelled. I went out into the hall and all of a sudden I started to feel really jealous, hurt, and angry. I don't really even know why...Well I do know why. It was started by something small that escalated into a bunch of negative thoughts about myself and that's what made me so upset. So I started to cry and someone took me to see Jennifer (Case Manager). She was able to calm me down, and after questions and discussions with her, I realized that my crush on Kevin (40-year old Pisces man in group) was caused by the need for an adult to be nice to me. And my loneliness in group -- I'm the youngest person, and the second youngest is 28 so I feel like a bit of an outsider, naturally.
My group program is on the sixth floor of an office building. Anyways, after my meeting with Jennifer, I went out into the hall and pressed the button for the elevator. And then the elevator came so I got on and pressed "GRD". And then the GRD button lit up, the doors closed, but the elevator didn't move! After a few minutes of it not going anywhere, I pressed GRD again. Nothing. So I pressed 6 and OPEN a bunch of times and nothing happened!!! I noticed there was an emergency phone in the elevator, but I decided that since it had only been a few minutes, it wasn't really an emergency and the thing would probably start working.
So after ten minutes of standing in the elevator alone, I picked up the phone. There were no buttons and the phone was automatically calling someone. A woman picked up and said, "Hello. Are you stuck in an elevator somewhere?"
And I was like, "Yeah"
"Where are you? What building?"
I had totally expected the emergency number to connect to a place somewhere INSIDE the building, but that wasn't so. She told me they were sending someone.
So I'm out of the elevator now, anyway, but I DID have to wait an hour in there...and it was hot!
So that sucked, It also sucked that it was raining by the time I got out and I had to wait for the bus stop in the rain. :( And then the heat. So I was soaked and boiling. THen the STUPID bus driver missed my stop so I ended up at Rebecca's house. Her mom drove me home.
Then I found out that Lisa went to Wonderland today with Stephanie. Ouch. My mom has been nagging me for a while, saying that my friends are going to go to Wonderland without me. So now that they did, wow I feel shitty. I thought Lisa would have at least called and asked. Oh well, who would want to spend the day with ME anyway?
"There is no phrase without a double meaning."-Kenyan Proverb