So for the past few weeks I've been going to a psychiatric day program. Last week, I started talking to a girl about how I was attracted to people with albinism and she said that she knows an albino guy named Doug. Doug Smith who works at Canadian Tire. So I wanted to meet him, naturally, because she also said that he was the sweetest guy and very nonjudgmental. He's married but I just want to meet him. So the other day I went to Canadian Tire and I didn't see Doug Smith, and then yesterday Amanda said that that's because he works in the Canadian Tire Auto repair shop.
Also yesterday another girl that Amanda used to know, named Stephanie, was sitting wtih us. Amanda and I were talking about Doug and Stephanie's like, "Albino Doug?" And so she knows him. This morning in group Amanda and I were talking about him and I said, "I wish I weren't attracted to people with albinism, because they're so hard to find!" And then a new woman in group said, "They're not that rare, one of my sons has albinism!" And I'm like..."Is your son Doug Smith?" And the woman's like, "That's him!" So then Amanda and I went into the "OH MY GOD THIS IS SO WEIRD" stage and it was pretty funny. And now I'm very anxious to meet the Fabled Doug Smith...
On another note though, today I started crying in group when we were doing an activity about social support systems and I got very depressed over it because I don't really have any. So I had to see my psychotherapist and we talked for a while and the conclusion was that I have Social Anxiety Disorder. I guess that's all for now, tonight Lord of The Rings musical!
"Run after two rabbits - you won't catch either one." - Armenian proverb
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