! CHRONIC = LIFELONG/ALWAYS/NEVERENDING !
Yes, I finally went to the doctor about a million patches of dry, really white, gross skin that have developed on my chest, back, stomach, and now my freaking arms! After waiting forever, I leave the office with wonderful (:cough, hell no:) news that I have a Chronic Skin Disorder. WTF?! How nice, i get to live with these great scaly reptile patches on my skin for the rest of my life! :(...actually, it is treatable, and i have pills i have to take twice a day, and disgusting lotion that turns my skin yellow and smells weird. I have to treat this for 3 fucking months before it clears up, and even once it is clear, its still always there. I can have outbreaks at any time of the year, and the only thing i can do is treat it whenever it appears. Supposedly it is caused from my body producing more yeast than everyone else, and its been in my system since i was born but has just now decided to "show itself" as my mom put it. I cant stand it, and i sure hope i can get it to clear up before summer time! Though it wont really matter if I'm gonna keep getting outbreaks though, does it?
I guess i should be a lil bit happier though, and relieved that it was not skin cancer or some other type of incurable, deadly disease. That was my primary concern when my mole broke a month ago and then my skin reacted like this. But, i even got my mole checked and he said it was not cancerous and that id be fine, and then he adds "for now"! What the hell is that spose to mean neways?! blah. So, i am grateful that its only a disorder, cause it could seriously be a whole lot worse! My mom looked up stuff about it, and found out that it is similar to the lose of pigment in Michael Jackson, and is in the same category of skin problems! WOW! I can now say that I have the same type of skin disorder that a WHITE black, child molester with a disintegrating nose, haS! YES! WHAT a DREAM come true?! lol But any of those people who worry too much, it is not contagious (as my user name would make you believe, lol) and it is perfectly safe to be around me! OF COURSE, i know that if it just happened to be, you guys still couldn't bare to stay away from ME,RIIIGHT!? lol j/k
Moving on to less depressing things......my moms Birthday was today! And i got her a necklace and we went out to eat at Charleys. Then my dad gave her such a sweet, and caring card that she cried for 20 freaking minutes! awww, it made her so happy! I really hope that my husband is a caring, loving man like that. Any one who wants to give birthday wishes, just let me know and ill tell her! :)But i gotta go do this, already a day late, history work! I just love school...
I guess i should be a lil bit happier though, and relieved that it was not skin cancer or some other type of incurable, deadly disease. That was my primary concern when my mole broke a month ago and then my skin reacted like this. But, i even got my mole checked and he said it was not cancerous and that id be fine, and then he adds "for now"! What the hell is that spose to mean neways?! blah. So, i am grateful that its only a disorder, cause it could seriously be a whole lot worse! My mom looked up stuff about it, and found out that it is similar to the lose of pigment in Michael Jackson, and is in the same category of skin problems! WOW! I can now say that I have the same type of skin disorder that a WHITE black, child molester with a disintegrating nose, haS! YES! WHAT a DREAM come true?! lol But any of those people who worry too much, it is not contagious (as my user name would make you believe, lol) and it is perfectly safe to be around me! OF COURSE, i know that if it just happened to be, you guys still couldn't bare to stay away from ME,RIIIGHT!? lol j/k
Moving on to less depressing things......my moms Birthday was today! And i got her a necklace and we went out to eat at Charleys. Then my dad gave her such a sweet, and caring card that she cried for 20 freaking minutes! awww, it made her so happy! I really hope that my husband is a caring, loving man like that. Any one who wants to give birthday wishes, just let me know and ill tell her! :)But i gotta go do this, already a day late, history work! I just love school...