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i can feel the pressure rebuilding up in my spine again.
"when it rains it pours"
or so they say.
the dam is filling up and the stress lines are starting to appear along the faults.
once upon a time, i was that fateful dam in holland and once upon a time i was ready and willing to think that plugging up the hole with one's finger could solve the problem.
i'd like to say(think)(feel)(believe):
it's different this time.
i am in a different place.
i am a different person.
i can feel the pressure building up in my spine again, and i know that eventually the dam is going to break.
but i also think that when it does i'll be ready with a real retaining wall - and not just rely on some little boy ready and willing to let me borrow his hand for awhile.
"when it rains it pours"
or so they say.
the dam is filling up and the stress lines are starting to appear along the faults.
once upon a time, i was that fateful dam in holland and once upon a time i was ready and willing to think that plugging up the hole with one's finger could solve the problem.
i'd like to say(think)(feel)(believe):
it's different this time.
i am in a different place.
i am a different person.
i can feel the pressure building up in my spine again, and i know that eventually the dam is going to break.
but i also think that when it does i'll be ready with a real retaining wall - and not just rely on some little boy ready and willing to let me borrow his hand for awhile.