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i am freaking out.
like REALLY freaking out right now.and my dad isnt answering his phone to answer my stupid question so i am freaking out.his email was left up so i clicked on one of the emails from this guy Kent from the place in Utah and it said that they might have a bed opening up in about a week.okay..my parents told me 4-6 weeks..they said nothing about A WEEK.i dont want to go to utah in a week.i'm not ready to go yet.i havent even told kristen i was leaving.i DONT EVEN KNOW IF I CAN WEAR MAKE UP AT THIS PLACE.my questions arent answered..my therapist hasnt checked into it..i dont have a winter coat..i cant even imagine saying goodbye to my friends yet..im so scared..i dont even know what the place is going to be like..omg omg omg OMG.
GOD THIS FRICKIN SUCKS
like REALLY freaking out right now.and my dad isnt answering his phone to answer my stupid question so i am freaking out.his email was left up so i clicked on one of the emails from this guy Kent from the place in Utah and it said that they might have a bed opening up in about a week.okay..my parents told me 4-6 weeks..they said nothing about A WEEK.i dont want to go to utah in a week.i'm not ready to go yet.i havent even told kristen i was leaving.i DONT EVEN KNOW IF I CAN WEAR MAKE UP AT THIS PLACE.my questions arent answered..my therapist hasnt checked into it..i dont have a winter coat..i cant even imagine saying goodbye to my friends yet..im so scared..i dont even know what the place is going to be like..omg omg omg OMG.
GOD THIS FRICKIN SUCKS