"I'm crazy for tryin'/ and crazy for cryin'/ and I'm crazy for loving you..." -Patsy CLine

[_ich_bin_nicht_]

It's over...It's really, honestly over...Over for good this time...For real...Jack and me...I'm still in-whatever it is that isn't disbelief but isn't quite fully understanding...shock I guess...and why this way?...Oh, woe is me, I have cried enough tears to fill the sea and i'm still not dried out...I want to say how much time wasted, but that's not right...I feel like my emotions are playing tug-of-war with each other...anger and saddness and relief and pain and just everything...every fucking thing in the world...It's over...It's really, honestly over... "No good times/ no bad times/ There's no times at all/ Just The New York Times/ Sitting on the windowsill/ Near the flowers." -Paul Simon