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Mar 07, 2006 22:02

I am spending a lot of time sifting through life and pretending that the boring stuff never really happened...even though the things that threaten to end your life before second period are the ones that reaffirm how wonderful your constant state of respiration is.
You said you went through a drought, and the first thing that came to mind was that when it rains, it pours.
I have never been so stupid in love before, so reckless with my health and my time and my general mental state as I am now, truly a fool, controlled by something whose reasoning defeats my own logic everytime I reckon against it.
Now is the time to go with emotions over stone cold thoughts, because I will freeze to death outside of my home, having left the keys in the car if I make one more rational decision.
From henceforth, I will do what feels right, and complete tasks that are important to me first. I have to be responsible to myself instead of trying to take care of everyone else. I've done that for too long. I love my friends and my family but they're perfectly capable of holding themselves upright for a little while.
Mrs. Dalloway said she would buy the flowers herself.
Ms. Johnston is in love with the most charming boy in the world.
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