Dec 29, 2004 15:05
today sucks ass
i broke up with aaron about an hour ago. i just wasnt happy anymore. there was a small possibility of making it work, but then he decided that he wanted to move in with his grandmother...in miami. there's no way we could of patched the relationship with him in miami.
fuck.
at least it's a good opportunity for him. his grandmother is sending him to FIU. he'll finally get a degree in...something. he really needs to get his life together. he actually wanted to stay here so we could be together. i had to break it to him that we probably wouldnt be together even if he stayed. hopefully he does well. he's really lucky to get a chance like this.
breaking up was hard. we both cried like babies. i'm glad it didn't go sour. i would have hated ending it on a bad noted. at least we can be friends. we'll hang out occasionally when he comes up to visit his family or whatever. for some reason i think we'll be better as friends.
it's weird being single. le sigh
ummmmm....yeah. i'm having a party on new years eve. just something small. a fire and some drinks, or something like that. my sister is planning it. i don't really know why we're having a party, but whatever. if want to come, then come. if not, it's cool.
so that's it. i'm single and i plan to get drunk in the very near future. fuck this sucks.