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i talked to aaron tonight.
you know what it's like when you run into someone that you haven't seen in a long time and you two talk about the most general things because neither of you know what to say?
yeah, that's what it felt like with aaron, only 100x worse.
i hate this. i just wish i could fix everything and it would be like it was when we first started dating. god, that's never going to happen. it will never be right between us. why are we even trying to be friends?
this is horrible, and it's only the beginning.
fuck.
you know what it's like when you run into someone that you haven't seen in a long time and you two talk about the most general things because neither of you know what to say?
yeah, that's what it felt like with aaron, only 100x worse.
i hate this. i just wish i could fix everything and it would be like it was when we first started dating. god, that's never going to happen. it will never be right between us. why are we even trying to be friends?
this is horrible, and it's only the beginning.
fuck.