im nothing without you
i have nothing worth time
when ur not there
no reason to smile or laugh
or push my self farther
no reason for anything.

hes still not tlaking to me
its been
8
days?
if this means its over
im gonna die...
=[

worst fucking christmas
and its all my fault
im justa selfish bitch.

a little last minute holiday shoppingggg
well pictures from the mall atleast
<3
( lateholidayshopping )

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last night was... interesting ( Read more... )

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so. tuesday im leaving for alabama
gotta go to a funeral
*sigh*
ive nevr been to one so its gonna be ..weird
atleast ill be able to see like season changing
ive never been out of miami during winter
oh well

heres some quizzes i took to pass the time

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thanksgiving was okay.
my g-gma died that day..
so my gpa wasnt there
and my gma was crying when he called to tell her
yeah.
all i can think about is all those memories of her
ughh
on thanksgiving?
damnit

but john is amazing
and thats what im thankful for
he cheered me up
he always does
when im crying my eyes out
he still makes me smile...

im sick of this
im leaving
my family, my ''friends''
this stupid fucking city
and no one will be able to find me
and finally.
ill be able to be happy.