Phew anxiety over

Mar 08, 2005 22:54

I love my journal... It is my destresser... yes yes yes.... n e ways.... I wish I had my real journal but its at home and I keep forgettin to bring it here.. But im going home this Thursday night and Im pumped! I havnt been home since I left for Winter thats Jan 2nd folks.... ya im going insane.. if u couldnt already tell haha...

So my mommy called me today saying Auntie Jeanne called and we r going to Coach's in Hartford to watch the UConn game on Thurs night and eating dinner.. fun so I get to see her and Emmy and my mom and sis r coming too.. im excited!! Then I get to go to the mall on Fri hopefully.. I need to go to Hollister b/c I have like over 50 dollars in gift certificates there... if only there was a Hollister in West Farms my problems would be all set ha... but owell.. Meridan works for the summer... Thennnnn ALLY AND RYAN R BRINGIN ME BACK UP AND WERE GETTING FUCKING WASTEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Havnt really drank in awhile that intensely b/c ive had so much work and Ive had no desire ever since I fuckin almost died.. but its back my friends.. o yaaa :0)

We are having a party at our place friday night so itll be huge... We are going to have a gin baste which will be fun and then the typical party stuff... Capris best friend from home is coming down too.. yay! Her name is Allison too haha funny.. MmMmMm... Im so procrastinating right now.. I have my huge ass Anatomy Practical tommorow.. but damn yo.. Ive already studied like 10hours and Im going mentally insane so I gotta write to calm myself... ha yuppp

John Legend is getting so popular.. wierddd... But they played Ordinary People at the basketball game and I was like whoaa and he has the video out for that song and Ive heard it on the radio... GO LISTEN! mhmm

Hmmm I know I have lots to say but I cant think n e more but im gunna keep typing b/c its my therapy.. hmm.. see what this much studyin can do to ur head.. ya.. Snow Day today.. classes after three were cx'd.. do u know what that means folks... I ALREADY HAD MY LAST MOTHER FUCKIN ITALIEN RENASSIANCE CLASS w/o even knowing it was my last.. o darn.. b/c im saying fuck it to the last one b/c we have to hand in the final and do whattt can I ask.. ya nothing.. so Im handin that in earlier in the day and saying peace out.. Im also really not going b/c im gunna go home b4 that class.. so ya..

That also = SEMESTER HALF OVER.... god I could cry!!!! Whyyyy... Im losing my baby.. varsik.. Stan.. Joel.. and Becky.. well not so much her b/c shes a PT but kinda her! Ughhhh All we have left is Barber and VT and Phil well then like Adam JROe... plus freshman.. sweet life.. and then well get well more freshman.. I think Beers and Roche r always gunna seem like freshman to me haha.. Owell I guess itll be OK.. maybe.. We already cant have n e more 6210 parties... so we r gettin used to Barber and VT parties.. not half as much fun but whatev

So many portland kids have been here this past weekend.. Marcy, Amy C, Jay Vodola, Michelle Rossito, MATT BOUGOR HOOKED UP WITH BRE hahahaha... Tim Scheer.. who has a mohawk haha.. Nick O, Darna who didnt know my name after r long convo pshh.. Derek Zatarain, Dave Cubeta, Dan Bourett, andd speaking of forgettin names umm AH this is frustrating me.. well whatever tall kid on basketball team graduated a year under me.. dark hair.. im gunan remember.. hmm whateverrr Im starting to stress over this ill stop

Hmm I LOVE DANOOO!!!!!! Yupppppp... Its true.... Im so happy with him and feel 100% comfortable and be my retarded self and he loves me all the same... Yesterday I was in the library like for hours studying and all of a sudden someone grabs my shoulders and I could just tell it was him and I was scared and got butterflies in my stomach b/c I knew it was him for some reason and it was.. It made me smile and soo happy for the rest of the night :o) I havnt seem much of him at all since like sat night/sun morning.. b/c I ve been so busy studying.. its just been lil times for like 10mins at most.. maybe tom I can see him tommorow (wow almost typed maybe tom I can study... IM GOING CRAZY b/c I study too much) But then again I have a paper.. and then i wont see him thurs or all day fri and then ill be back with my friends.. Sat will be r day haha.. haha today I told him id bring him the last of the nyquil.. the last 2caplets and so I go there and turns his like whole aprtmnt is sleeping which I didnt know and so Prince answers the door and im like hey is dano here hes like aya I dunno come in.. so I went in his room and him and varsik were sleeping oops so i ended up wakin em up and i go to give him the nyquil they must have fallen out in my walk over through the blizzard.. ughh so mad.. I felt bad but owell... shit happens..

Us girls made tacos tonight no take that back ME AND CAPRI made tacos with all my makings and they decided to eat it.. how damn cute... o yaa.. owell I didnt really care..

"OoOo Baby when the sun comes up.. Im gunna be holding youuu.. Its destiny that ur next to me Im in love with you..." -John Legend OF COURSEEE When the Sun Comes up

I know when I stop this I will soon have to go back to study and I dont want to do that and plus I love typing so I dont want to stop.... Hmmm Maybe I shall nope.... Nope I shall.... Im fucked like a duck even though I studied for like 10hours... god thats so annoying.. PT's have the hardest fuckin major and I dont care what n e one says ill fight for that point until the end of timeee.... ok good byeeee!
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