I've found I'm scared to know if I'm always on your mind
"Cold"
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
[Chorus x2:]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
[Chorus x2]
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
[Chorus x2]
Yep, thats a Gooddd song.
Anyways.. So today was Okayy.
After school Derek and i went and got my check, then we went and picked up evan .. which then we decided we wanted to go swimming i told derek to try calling nicole but she didnt answer so we went to my house and got my bathing suit.. then we didnt know where we were gonna go swimming at so we went and got my hoochie little sister and then EVAN stole my car and took derek home b.c derek didnt want to go swimming anymore? THen we went back to my house and played in the water hose like a buncha idiots.. then this is PriCeLeSS..
- I was a boy and evan was a girl.. he tried on my thong.. HAHA.. and my skirt and my cowboy hat .. and i wore his auburn shirt, hat and some shorts.. it was HILLERIOUS.
ANyways that was my day.
haha, he WAS holding up my thong, but as soon as i took the picture he turned whata doochebag!
This isnt very good.. but im THe boyy lol.. and hes the girl in my cowGIRL hat! haha.
Us at work.. From left to right.. (workers) Katie, Lena, Cindy.. and thats me at the top of cindy.. (we were faking it.. for the brochure) the others i dont know about the middle but the one above katie is Nicole.e's mom!
<3 hope everyone's day was good.