May 15, 2005 13:24
I always say oh i need to do this.. i need to do that .. im gonna do this.. im gonna do that ..
but do i ever do these things. why heck no! it gets really agravating... but honestly i get my paycheck monday . and with that paycheck all im wanting i doubt i will be able to get everything i want out of it.. my mom says she guesses i will have to save , i am NOT good at that at all. with my paycheck i am wanting to get my hair done FORSERIOUS and then i am wanting to buy a new tanning package i havent tanned in forevre and it is hard to go outside and tan when it is raining. Oh and also i am wanting to FRIGGIN lose weight exspecially after you hear about a close friend basically calling you fat and ugly. Yeh so After school tomorrow i think i am gonna go and get my paycheck then go and Run at the chelsea park. yeah that is what i will do everyday.run a couple of laps at the track. sound good ? yes i believe so.
eh, life is far to complicated for my little brain to intake (lol)
I hate not having money .. and not having enough to do what you want to do or get what you want to ge.t. it ABSOLUTLEY sucks. hm. im really bored this weekend has been a totall bust with MAYBE the exception of Friday.
I want to plan a trip to the lake.. or logan martin or something. i want to ride wave runners and junk im in the mood. ahhh i can't wait till these braces to come off. EeeE!
Anyways.. yeah im not in the best mood. im real monotone i dont know why its kinda depressing.
Eh, hope your all having wonderful weekends./days.
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