Musing, a little delusionary.

[_hemogoblin_]

I was thinking earlier about religion, and about how I feel about the way things are, and have to be. I mean, if man was created in god's image, and man is ever-changing, shouldn't god be, too? If god is part of the earth, then can there really be a solid, single way to live, and a single set of morals that stands over time from hundreds or thousands of years ago? Things that made such a difference back then make little difference now. If I nailed a list of things wrong with Christianity and Christian thought on a church door, I'd be fined and ticketed for vandalism. No one would probably even read it. There are no great battles to be fought for great causes, and there's really nothing amazing you can do like that where you can find notoriety in the world. It's much harder now-- you have to be so different from everybody else that the all take notice. And most of us just really aren't that different. Most of those with notoriety are simply lucky, or born into it. There are too many people in the world for it to work like it used to.

Maybe I've just seen too many today. I don't know. The store is too busy for my taste right now. I just worked 6 hours with one break until I decided to just walk away from the register. I needed a lunch, yo. And I'm coming back at my second break due. I think I'll just take another one in about 40 minutes or an hour. By law, I'm entitled to two breaks and a lunch. I'm damned well taking all of them.

I miss the boys.