Yo, dude. You're not the thing of the century.

Oct 08, 2005 18:07

So I hate finally accepting something and you start to get over it and all the sudden POW! It's like it's been the way before the whole time. I'm really stuck in the one place and I know where I want to go, but there are so many roads I can take, and so many people I could bring. But sometimes, I have to wonder if they would really go trekking with me. Not many of my friends are out-doorsy kids.
Suddenly, someone started talking to me again. And as much as I try to not show it, I love it. It's like they care or accept me or something. And I enjoy it. I love it, to be honest. But I hate how everything ended last time, so I can't let my guard down. I do it too often and get much too hurt.
AHHHHHH.
I have stopped sleeping completely. Call me whenever you feel necessary. I have time.
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