I feel...

[_heart_factory]

defeated.

I feel like everything is falling out from under me.

The fires shook me up so badly.
I got fired from my job.
I drink too much.
I'm broke.
I suck at school.
yesterday was a scary dr apt.
I'm lonely cuz I gave the nice a guy a chance.
-its so much easier and safer to never let people in.
I'm depressed.
Fuck.

I just dont have any fight left in me now.