what the hell?

[_having_amnesia]

i have no idea how its possible that i could have spent more than two years with a person (and almost a year living with them) and look at pictures of them now and feel like they are-- and always were--total strangers.

shouldn't there be some recognition or memory of intimacy?? what the fuck?

i wonder if we ever knew each other at all.

i really wish that whole thing had turned out better instead of being a catastrophic non-mix of totally opposite personalities. shucks.