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Jul 14, 2007 21:49

So today I cleaned out my email inbox (as opposed to my room, which is a total ridiculous mess) and deleted a crap-ton of emails. This originally was intended as way of finally deleting all the emails between Brandon and me. I don't know why it took me so long to get to it, I've gotten rid of the AIM conversations and the like already. I think it ( Read more... )

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elvisthe2nd July 18 2007, 03:50:45 UTC

whoa this situation is weird. i'm no longer your real friend. straight up like over. i can't believe how over this is. we are A and B unconnected now.

elvisthe2nd July 18 2007, 04:17:41 UTC

but i mean, honestly, you're the one with the perks icons.

elvisthe2nd July 18 2007, 04:20:25 UTC

you don't know how sorry i am. i didnt mean to waste all that time.
and that was a nice part of your life to enjoy too. gosh, i really am sorry.

_hand_in_glove July 18 2007, 04:51:10 UTC

It was good, at points, but it was also really crappy at points. In the end, the good wasn't worth what the crappy was costing me (which was me).

There were times when I was just curled up crying for no reason that I could explain other then I felt like I couldn't ever be what you wanted me to be; that always there was something wrong with me and that was why you never reached out, why you always kept me a country away even when we were sitting next to each other.

I never told you these things, which was another problem- probably my fault more than yours.

_hand_in_glove July 18 2007, 04:47:25 UTC

Oh please, like that means anything.

Do you want to be Piet Mondrian because you have his compositions as your icon? I've had icons with Orlando Bloom flashing people and ones with Snakes on a Plane quotes, that doesn't mean I want to be them either.

I liked the quotes at the time I did my layout, which was about a year ago when I was depressed and angsty. I'm not now, but honestly don't care enough to care about my Livejournal layout- I have much better things to do with my time.

elvisthe2nd July 18 2007, 12:37:02 UTC

come on i was only kidding. have you seen my layout lately? ..actually, i haven't. what is it

_hand_in_glove July 18 2007, 04:43:41 UTC

I am honestly sorry how things turned out, really I am. But I tried, and I couldn't do it.

I didn't like who I was then, I felt too lost.

I wish things could have been different, but I suppose it's too late for that.

This I think came too late, but I don't know how to do things right all the time. I suppose I will forever screw things up for you.

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