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Sep 20, 2004 16:56

this will be my last entry in this specific journal.

I have a few things that I would like to say.
Yes, I am saddened that I have lost so many so called friendships but at the same time I am extremely happy. I'd rather have no close friends than have what I think are friends continously speak negatively about me, complain about, and despise me. I dont need any people like that in my life. I am glad to say that I am now rid of all of these imposter friends. I'll be 18 soon and I would like to consider this a re-birth. I am now able to move on and start a new era of my life.

To Valerie: All I can do for you my dear is pray. You are quite possibly the biggest asshole I have ever met. It will all catch up to you eventually. I should have listened to everyone last time when they told me not to be your friend again but since I'm a nice girl and I knew you so long I didnt want to completely ruin our friendship. stupid stupid me. I was warned. oh, and I love how you complained about my family when look at yours. i my mom was only being caring and trying to help, but thats something you obviously don't know about. I did thoroughly enjoy your e-mail by the way. it was poorly written and rather amusing.

To Rosanna: I'm glad that we are ok now.

To Nathan: I am honored that you find me to be a very unchic person. I'm very sorry that I wasnt able to take you to the show. but y'know, if valerie hadnt invited good ol' eric all would have been swell.

To Eric: You arent a bad person persay, I'm just sorry I ever met you because If I hadnt this whole situtation could have been avoided, but everything happens for a reason. Have a good life, grow up to be a good scene boy in tight pants, and tame valerie because god knows someone has to.

edit;man eric i was trying to be nice to you, but since i really dont have any reason to do so...yes, i will look back on this and laugh. i'll laugh at the fact that i was ever stupid enough to make such idiotic and immature friends as you guys are.

oh and one last thing, as to a certain someone saying it was "just" to speak behind my back because I spoke behind my friends back. ha ha ha. I'm sorry to dissapoint you but that is one thing I will never do. I am better than that. If I dont like someone I will simply not associate myself with them or I will tell them that I do not like them. Yes, I did speak negatively about valerie on friday but I wasnt trying to hide the fact that I did. I have no shame in doing so. But everything I had to say about her I told her as well.

maybe some of you should try to be honest one day as well.

farewell.
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