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It's 3:00 am. And I'm up. But, its ok because its the summer. A really good summer, actually. I've already classified it under "The Summer to Remember". It really has been treating me really well. Art Quest was awesome, my acting class was suprisingly incredible (who can say that they ate lunch in a Madison Square Park next to silver trees and homeless man with Dash, Sparky, and Barshynikov (if thats how you spell it ), among others, while looking at the Empire State Building, or, Eiffel Tower as Kristina would say?), and now I am basically free until August 18th. That date is scaring the shit out of me. I haven't prepared well enough and I don't think I am mentally ready for it either. Life without High School is probably one of the nicest times I have ever had. I keep thinking about going back to school and I don't want to. I'm afraid that everyone will have forgotten me and they won't care anymore. But, why start worrying about stuff like that when it's far off? I'm not going to anymore.
Summer has never been so sweet before. The ability to go a day without worrying about homework or tests is something I took for granted years ago. Now, I stay up till now, wake up at 1, go for a run, and then do whatever with Andrew, or Sam and Eddie, or whoever has called me up that day. I can't tell you how much this free time means to me. I'm pretty happy about it.
I'm really in the mood to go see Rent again. I haven't been in...wow, a year?...and having Anthony and Adam back gives me more incentive to go. I tried the lottery on monday. That didn't work out. At all. But, like all failed lotteries, I chalked it up to an "experience".
I've spent alot of time in New York the best few weeks. I think i was there everyday for about 9 days, which was almost too much for me. So, unless its for lotteries, I don't think I am going to be going into the city for a while.
I'm really trying to organize myself for the upcoming school year. I want to be ready when the work starts coming in. I want to have a good year, but academically and socially, since last year wasn't all it was cracked up to be. But then again, it was hard to top the year at Anthony Wayne. Now that was a time to remember. I might not talk to alot of the people I met there, but it doesnt mean they aren't still my friends.
I'm beginning to not enjoy running. When I first started, it was exhilarating and joyous. I was able to escape the world for a while. But now, its become more of a chore than anything. I think I pushed myself too hard a few times so the idea of it isn't enjoyable. Or, maybe I don't have to escape the world, since my world is just fine right now. I dunno, but I hope that joy and exhilaration comes back soon.
Ok, I think I am done rambling. I should go sleep. But i won't. I will play mini putt until my eyes shut on their own.
I hope everyone is enjoying their summers. Let me know if you wanna hang out, ok?
Summer has never been so sweet before. The ability to go a day without worrying about homework or tests is something I took for granted years ago. Now, I stay up till now, wake up at 1, go for a run, and then do whatever with Andrew, or Sam and Eddie, or whoever has called me up that day. I can't tell you how much this free time means to me. I'm pretty happy about it.
I'm really in the mood to go see Rent again. I haven't been in...wow, a year?...and having Anthony and Adam back gives me more incentive to go. I tried the lottery on monday. That didn't work out. At all. But, like all failed lotteries, I chalked it up to an "experience".
I've spent alot of time in New York the best few weeks. I think i was there everyday for about 9 days, which was almost too much for me. So, unless its for lotteries, I don't think I am going to be going into the city for a while.
I'm really trying to organize myself for the upcoming school year. I want to be ready when the work starts coming in. I want to have a good year, but academically and socially, since last year wasn't all it was cracked up to be. But then again, it was hard to top the year at Anthony Wayne. Now that was a time to remember. I might not talk to alot of the people I met there, but it doesnt mean they aren't still my friends.
I'm beginning to not enjoy running. When I first started, it was exhilarating and joyous. I was able to escape the world for a while. But now, its become more of a chore than anything. I think I pushed myself too hard a few times so the idea of it isn't enjoyable. Or, maybe I don't have to escape the world, since my world is just fine right now. I dunno, but I hope that joy and exhilaration comes back soon.
Ok, I think I am done rambling. I should go sleep. But i won't. I will play mini putt until my eyes shut on their own.
I hope everyone is enjoying their summers. Let me know if you wanna hang out, ok?