I don't want to alarm the children but....WHACK
The last time I posted was a terrible time. But, Its done with now and I actually got through the end of school. I got the iphone I so desperately wanted and went down the shore for a bit. Now I am a counseler at Art Quest. The first two days were really fun but today kind of sucked. It was fine up until we split up into groups after lunch. "Tony, you go with Steve." I'm sick of going with steve. Just because i am a guy doesn't mean i want to be in a stuffy half gymnasium sweating until the drops literally fall to my shoulders from my head. It's just annoying. It almost feels that they think that i am incapable of doing anything other than playing a physical game, because I can't screw that up too badly, except by winning it everytime. I'm probably making things bigger than they are but I'm just mad that I have to go be the counseler of physical activity every single day. But then again, I'm just a distraction in the art room and Rose doesn't like anyone so where else can i be placed. Honestly, i really enjoy the other counselers (and some of the counselers) because we are on the same wave length in terms of humor and life and hating that thing named Rose. But, I feel like im basically....unneeded? Im not writing this for sympathy but there are parts of me that feel like i really don't do anything at the camp cept do snack with Laura but she can do that haha. Leslie is with Tenley, Emily can be with Rose, and Laura can be with Steve. I'm not really even much of a help. And then I was told I wasn't getting paid while the others were. I'm not mad at any of the other counselers because they did nothing wrong. I really wish someone would have told me though before or right after i signed up so that I could have decided whether I wanted to do it or not. I do need the community service hours though. It's just a bit annoying but it's OK. As long as tomorrow is better.