Dec 24, 2004 22:07
well i just got back from spending a very long and painful four days with my dad. its goingto be so weird this christmas without him here. oh well i guess thats what happens when you live 3000 miles away.
anyways today i did some last mintue shopping and went and picked out a color for my room. its finally getting painted. of course eric and i hung out. we went up to target to get his dad something and we saw kayla up there. and then we saw one of my moms many ex boyfriends. it was pretty funny.
well as everyone else tomorrow were openin presents. and then on sunday im goin to the jaguar game. yay! i have so much fun their. even though to a lot of people there boring. oh well i kind of can focus on something other then 1. i only hang out with eric 2. i have barely no friends at all anymore 3. i cry everyday for no reason 4.i wish things could be back to the way they used to be and everyone stops fighting and 5. im getting fatter and fatter as the days go. im absoulty miserable. and to top it off ive had a fever the past week and a cough that seems like its never going to go away.
oh well. guess it does no good to sit here and complain.
i hope everyone has a great christmas and gets what they wanted.if you want to hang out call me please. itd be nice to know that someone other than eric cares.
well im gonna go to bed so santa brings me my gifts.
merry christmas eve.