Dec 15, 2004 15:54
well a lot of stuff has been going on lately. not nescisarlily with me because i dont really hang out with anyone besides myself and eric. i just wish that everyone could stop fighting. its not worth it. i mean there is a word as forgiveness. no one is perfect espically not me. n yeah i have made my fair share of mistakes but im not a lier or am i two faced or anything else yall might think i am. i dont go and tell people what other people say because i wouldnt want people to do that to me. im not taking sides in this fight thats goin on between molly n kayla.and im not trying to get involved or whatever. everryone has talked crap about a person at least once in their life. and to taylor : when i was talking to molly the conversation got mixed up. i wouldnt tell someone that your talking crap about them when you werent. i was just saying that you were talking about molly the way you used to talk about alison. NOT BAD STUFF. just talking about what you used to do when you were friends or w/e. but somewhere in the convo molly and i got mixed up bc thats not what i ment. i am not a hipocrit and im not trying to get people mad at other people. im sorry if you felt that way. but i have no intentions of messing up friendships. its hard for me right now anyways because im so confused about well um i think you know. and imiss hanging out with my friends. it may sound gay but friends are always there for you in the end. im not going to lose my friends even if it means taking a break from eric.
well anyways this was really just a jumble of words. but i had to get it out i guess. alrighty well i hope everyone has a fun christmas break. im leavin to go to cali on saturday but im comin back on wednesday so ill be here for christmas. i need to find something to do for new years! omg i cant wait to start over. and i hope everyones new years resolution is to get along!
LOVE YOU GUYS.
court.