omg i is so emo
lyke for serious.
does anyone really read these things? that seems to be the common theme thats stuck through the years with me, does anyone really have an applied care besides carrie in the last few years (an applied and sustained care..)
i hardly think so.
anyway might as well update:
me and carrie are on better terms, great terms really. only thing that could be better is if we were together and in the same geogrpahical location but that isnt possible now. im going to visit her in december and neither of us can wait. we had a good talk tonight, and decided on some important things:
Alex
theres always going to be problems
its how we handle them and if we can solve problems together.
relationships arent perfect.
but if your personalities and intersts match up enough to be able to
work together well and help each other and understand each other and
solve problems together we'll stay together
Smileybrunette
11:23
i think all of those will be able to apply to us, if we work at it.
Alex
11:24
i think they will to
Smileybrunette
11:24
thank you for being willing to help me.
Alex
11:24
thats how we'll know if we'll be able to marry each other
Smileybrunette
11:24
ok
there is always hope for the future. hope is everyones fuel, its what we run on (emotionally).
i got into BMUN here at berkeley which is awesome. its like a social organization that cares about international issues/outreach and puts on a cool conference every year haha. we had a BBQ today and played football and drank sangria and it was really fun and awesome.
im also volenteering athte radio station alot, especially helping out with the live band stuff on satruday nights. im not really a partier so its not that big a deal for me.
my classes are pretty good, but man, you take one week or one class off and not care and you get behind and its hard to catch up. im still playing catch up from taking a few classes off for econ and history and music in american culture. BLAH, luckily MiAmer Culture is easy. and i understand the econ stuff. my problem set hasnt taken me long to do at all this week (although writing this post has cut into that time to finish it)
my roommate is really cool. bennett is really chill and nice and smart etc.. but he puts up with me, jokes with me and is generally an intersting person and open minded to stuff (and to my encentricities) as are some of our otehr suite mates which is great. i like going to dinner with those guys and stuff. its a shame that i dont eat as much anymore, i eat like summertime: maybe one big meal a day with smaller stuff and snacking. i dunno if its healthy (i get all my food groups a dinner for sure) but hopefully this along with the walking i have to do (because of foothills distance/hilly location) i will avoid the freshman 15 and stay the same, or ideally loose a bit of weight (or at least fat, i dont mind if it goes to muscles in my legs from all the walking).
carrie is trying to bulk up which is cool, i cant wait to feel her fat when i go to ohio hahaha. shes gotten so skinny from staying up and her slight depression but i think its all starting and going to change. im really happy for her, and i guess this break is working for her, even if its not completely for me. at least she is happy and progressing to where she wants to go and be in her life, and shes still taking me on for the ride, and we still have the same love and the pact we made above. i really cant wait to see her in december/january.
anyway, i have to get back to econ, we have a midterm next week! EEEKK! i did well on my first midterm (music.. sight singing) so hopefully i cant keep it going!
hopefully someone reads this, whatever, i know carrie will. thats why im not going to make it private.
did i mention im obsessed with the beach boys right now?
does anyone really read these things? that seems to be the common theme thats stuck through the years with me, does anyone really have an applied care besides carrie in the last few years (an applied and sustained care..)
i hardly think so.
anyway might as well update:
me and carrie are on better terms, great terms really. only thing that could be better is if we were together and in the same geogrpahical location but that isnt possible now. im going to visit her in december and neither of us can wait. we had a good talk tonight, and decided on some important things:
Alex
theres always going to be problems
its how we handle them and if we can solve problems together.
relationships arent perfect.
but if your personalities and intersts match up enough to be able to
work together well and help each other and understand each other and
solve problems together we'll stay together
Smileybrunette
11:23
i think all of those will be able to apply to us, if we work at it.
Alex
11:24
i think they will to
Smileybrunette
11:24
thank you for being willing to help me.
Alex
11:24
thats how we'll know if we'll be able to marry each other
Smileybrunette
11:24
ok
there is always hope for the future. hope is everyones fuel, its what we run on (emotionally).
i got into BMUN here at berkeley which is awesome. its like a social organization that cares about international issues/outreach and puts on a cool conference every year haha. we had a BBQ today and played football and drank sangria and it was really fun and awesome.
im also volenteering athte radio station alot, especially helping out with the live band stuff on satruday nights. im not really a partier so its not that big a deal for me.
my classes are pretty good, but man, you take one week or one class off and not care and you get behind and its hard to catch up. im still playing catch up from taking a few classes off for econ and history and music in american culture. BLAH, luckily MiAmer Culture is easy. and i understand the econ stuff. my problem set hasnt taken me long to do at all this week (although writing this post has cut into that time to finish it)
my roommate is really cool. bennett is really chill and nice and smart etc.. but he puts up with me, jokes with me and is generally an intersting person and open minded to stuff (and to my encentricities) as are some of our otehr suite mates which is great. i like going to dinner with those guys and stuff. its a shame that i dont eat as much anymore, i eat like summertime: maybe one big meal a day with smaller stuff and snacking. i dunno if its healthy (i get all my food groups a dinner for sure) but hopefully this along with the walking i have to do (because of foothills distance/hilly location) i will avoid the freshman 15 and stay the same, or ideally loose a bit of weight (or at least fat, i dont mind if it goes to muscles in my legs from all the walking).
carrie is trying to bulk up which is cool, i cant wait to feel her fat when i go to ohio hahaha. shes gotten so skinny from staying up and her slight depression but i think its all starting and going to change. im really happy for her, and i guess this break is working for her, even if its not completely for me. at least she is happy and progressing to where she wants to go and be in her life, and shes still taking me on for the ride, and we still have the same love and the pact we made above. i really cant wait to see her in december/january.
anyway, i have to get back to econ, we have a midterm next week! EEEKK! i did well on my first midterm (music.. sight singing) so hopefully i cant keep it going!
hopefully someone reads this, whatever, i know carrie will. thats why im not going to make it private.
did i mention im obsessed with the beach boys right now?