i don't know why

[_girlalexsucks]

i am doing anything i've been doing for months.
i'm not attracted to anything i do, anymore.
i hate that. really FUCKING hate that.
i don't go to shows.
i rarely hang out.
i don't see many movies.
i don't do much shopping.
i don't write.
i don't call. they don't call.

but devynn returning might change that.
maybe.

prom is coming up.
i'm not that excited.

but sam and mike are coming
we have a choir performance in about an hour and a half in roseville.
woohoo