so i guess this is where i lie
I feel so..
I don't even know.
Whatever it is, I don't like it.
ALWAYS happens to me. I'll make up my mind that I really like who I am. then something will happen and I rethink that. It always happens the same way. And then I get mad because I'm not even secure enough with myself to be able to handle something stupid that in a year, really won't even matter at all. I don't know.
Oh, and apparently I look Grace from Will & Grace "with a much better chest." I don't know how I feel about that.
I'm kind of dreading Valentine's Day. I hate it. and not for that "ehhh I don't have a boyfriend and I'm sad" reason that most girls hate it. I just hate the idea of it. I think it should just be taken off the calendar since almost everyone has to force themselves to get out of bed in the morning
and not hide under that covers all day.
The weekend was good. Saturday was nostalgia freaking city and it was really unexpected. It made me realize that if I had the chance to go back a couple years I really would. SO MUCH NOSTALGIA. Dana took a backseat with us down memory lane. Ha, sorry about that, love you dana :)
I can't believe how sweet I am at driving. no, not really. I took out Dana's snowbank/mailbox on the way home from school today. haaaa
Ever notice they play Bloody Romance by Senses Fail at some point on EVERY Made? or is that just me
I love the iPod commercials so much.
I have a boyfriend
I am single
I have never made out with someone
I havent broken anything on my body
I don't take crap from people - atleast i try not to.
I like to take pictures
I have wings. OBVIOUSLY
I have been to a concert
I have a name with 11 letters in it
I have a nickname that begins with the letter K
I watch Mad Tv
I have no bedtime
I have 7 phones
I have 3 computers. (including laptop)
I overuse the word like
I have a cell phone
I miss the backstreetboys
I wish I was still 4
I like to wear spikes
I like to sing
I am original
I like to chew ABC gum
I can dance as good as spiderman can fly
I spell you "yoOh"
I consider myself decent looking
I read atleast 20 books a year
I like to blast my music
I have never failed a grade
I like the smell of permanent marker
I am scared of the dark
I have had 10 or more detentions
I love make-up.
I love eyeliner.
My hair is its natural color.
I have a crush on the Math teacher. SUNDSTROM SO GOOD.
I go to church
I don't like country music
I cried to the "Concrete Angel" music video
I wear orange eyeshadow
I am hispanic.
I have blue lipstick
I have more than 20 purses
I like the snow
I walk in the rain
I have 7 screen names
There are some things I can write about that I can't talk about.
There are many people that I dislike.
I hate musicals.
My favorite color is pink.
I like skirts better then shorts.
I haven't been in any musical performances.
I love cheesecake.
I have a lot of trust issues.
I am a virgin.
I eat meat sometimes.
If it has vodka in it, I'll drink it. YUCK.
I am addicted to aim.
My room is yellow.
I have a sister (s)
I wait too long before I see a doctor.
If I like a movie, I become obsessed with it.
I don't like video games.
I hate love competition. i never win. ever. ever. ever. i always win. always. always. always.
I can take good qualities and learn something from everyone I know.
I can sometimes be very self-conscious.
I don’t have tattoos.
I am an independent person.
I think I'm a dork
I can't keep secrets.
I live in my room.
I know only one person out of my friends who truly knows me.
I tend to get pissed at people very easily and then get over it very easily
I love stuffed animals.
I've never puked from alcohol intake.
I hate cartoons. most
My family has no "family secrets" that we're not supposed to talk about.
I'm afraid of letting everyone down.
I think to a degree, I've been too grown up for years.
I sometimes get upset for no good reason.
It would be nice if I were to be on MTV someday.
I go to a public school.
I don't identify with my generation.
I know who I want to marry someday.
I believe there's someone for everyone.
My family is dysfunctional
I am in high school.
I have my learners permit.
I have my license
I get bored easily.
I’m right handed.
I have really long hair.
I don't get along well with my family.
I'm Wiccan.
I'm really good with kids.
I love to act.
I get withdrawal if I don't have internet access for more than a few days.
I've had an eating disorder.
I don't know how to drive.
I have kissed a member of the opposite sex.
I like having my picture taken.
I have been in a fist fight.
I am bilingual
I don’t like rap music
I never wear makeup.
I have a brother
I love Spike from Buffy.
I have been to Texas.
I have a hard time keeping in touch with people who are far away.
I’ve smoked pot.
I love sci-fi.
I would like to get a tattoo some time in my life.
I wish money really did grow on trees.
I don't live with my parents.
I secretly like dressing up. not so secret.
I have over 50 people on my buddy list.
I enjoy painting.
I don't know anything about cars.
I do not like cold weather one bit.
I hate doing my dishes.
I don't like stupid people.
I know how to sew.
I have brown hair
I don't even know.
Whatever it is, I don't like it.
ALWAYS happens to me. I'll make up my mind that I really like who I am. then something will happen and I rethink that. It always happens the same way. And then I get mad because I'm not even secure enough with myself to be able to handle something stupid that in a year, really won't even matter at all. I don't know.
Oh, and apparently I look Grace from Will & Grace "with a much better chest." I don't know how I feel about that.
I'm kind of dreading Valentine's Day. I hate it. and not for that "ehhh I don't have a boyfriend and I'm sad" reason that most girls hate it. I just hate the idea of it. I think it should just be taken off the calendar since almost everyone has to force themselves to get out of bed in the morning
and not hide under that covers all day.
The weekend was good. Saturday was nostalgia freaking city and it was really unexpected. It made me realize that if I had the chance to go back a couple years I really would. SO MUCH NOSTALGIA. Dana took a backseat with us down memory lane. Ha, sorry about that, love you dana :)
I can't believe how sweet I am at driving. no, not really. I took out Dana's snowbank/mailbox on the way home from school today. haaaa
Ever notice they play Bloody Romance by Senses Fail at some point on EVERY Made? or is that just me
I love the iPod commercials so much.
I have a boyfriend
I am single
I have never made out with someone
I havent broken anything on my body
I don't take crap from people - atleast i try not to.
I like to take pictures
I have wings. OBVIOUSLY
I have been to a concert
I have a name with 11 letters in it
I have a nickname that begins with the letter K
I watch Mad Tv
I have no bedtime
I have 7 phones
I have 3 computers. (including laptop)
I overuse the word like
I have a cell phone
I miss the backstreetboys
I wish I was still 4
I like to wear spikes
I like to sing
I am original
I like to chew ABC gum
I can dance as good as spiderman can fly
I spell you "yoOh"
I consider myself decent looking
I read atleast 20 books a year
I like to blast my music
I have never failed a grade
I like the smell of permanent marker
I am scared of the dark
I have had 10 or more detentions
I love make-up.
I love eyeliner.
My hair is its natural color.
I have a crush on the Math teacher. SUNDSTROM SO GOOD.
I go to church
I don't like country music
I cried to the "Concrete Angel" music video
I wear orange eyeshadow
I am hispanic.
I have blue lipstick
I have more than 20 purses
I like the snow
I walk in the rain
I have 7 screen names
There are some things I can write about that I can't talk about.
There are many people that I dislike.
I hate musicals.
My favorite color is pink.
I like skirts better then shorts.
I haven't been in any musical performances.
I love cheesecake.
I have a lot of trust issues.
I am a virgin.
I eat meat sometimes.
If it has vodka in it, I'll drink it. YUCK.
I am addicted to aim.
My room is yellow.
I have a sister (s)
I wait too long before I see a doctor.
If I like a movie, I become obsessed with it.
I don't like video games.
I hate love competition. i never win. ever. ever. ever. i always win. always. always. always.
I can take good qualities and learn something from everyone I know.
I can sometimes be very self-conscious.
I don’t have tattoos.
I am an independent person.
I think I'm a dork
I can't keep secrets.
I live in my room.
I know only one person out of my friends who truly knows me.
I tend to get pissed at people very easily and then get over it very easily
I love stuffed animals.
I've never puked from alcohol intake.
I hate cartoons. most
My family has no "family secrets" that we're not supposed to talk about.
I'm afraid of letting everyone down.
I think to a degree, I've been too grown up for years.
I sometimes get upset for no good reason.
It would be nice if I were to be on MTV someday.
I go to a public school.
I don't identify with my generation.
I know who I want to marry someday.
I believe there's someone for everyone.
My family is dysfunctional
I am in high school.
I have my learners permit.
I have my license
I get bored easily.
I’m right handed.
I have really long hair.
I don't get along well with my family.
I'm Wiccan.
I'm really good with kids.
I love to act.
I get withdrawal if I don't have internet access for more than a few days.
I've had an eating disorder.
I don't know how to drive.
I have kissed a member of the opposite sex.
I like having my picture taken.
I have been in a fist fight.
I am bilingual
I don’t like rap music
I never wear makeup.
I have a brother
I love Spike from Buffy.
I have been to Texas.
I have a hard time keeping in touch with people who are far away.
I’ve smoked pot.
I love sci-fi.
I would like to get a tattoo some time in my life.
I wish money really did grow on trees.
I don't live with my parents.
I secretly like dressing up. not so secret.
I have over 50 people on my buddy list.
I enjoy painting.
I don't know anything about cars.
I do not like cold weather one bit.
I hate doing my dishes.
I don't like stupid people.
I know how to sew.
I have brown hair