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I'm so tired. and sick. maybe that's why I'm tired. hmm.
I feel like I'm always sick now. Blah. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you, dear journal. I just don't have the ambition/time to update anymore.
I've gotta say, i'm really disappointed in myself at how bad I let my grades get. I only did decent on 3 of my midterms. I'm not sure what it is but I just let everything slip this term. Got a 64 1/4 on Strom's midterm. I was really surprised cuz when I was taking it I thought it was waay easier than I expected. Ick. It's amazing how much I dislike that robot of a woman. This term's gonna kill me since the only thing keeping me from killing her was sitting next to Caitlin.
and now I have Ms. Raymond, who bit my head off on the FIRST FUCKING DAY, to deal with. I got screwed this year in the way of teachers. Damn it. I'm thinking about keeping with Creative Writing though. Although I'm not so excited about reading stuff I write out loud. I need to work on that.
I'm gonna try to do a looottt better this term. I have to or I can never get a job. Victory, maybe? lol, I got desperate and applied. Even though I said I never wanted to work at a grocery store. Oh well, I guess.
Well, I'm gonna go take a bath and maybe it'll help a little. I love being sick (=
Latteerrr :)
*EDIT*
Aside from the pneumonia, my mom was just coughing one of those coughs where you think they're choking. I can't tell you how much seeing someone cough really heavily scares me. Like 3 years ago my dad had REALLY high blood pressure and I was over his house one day and he started coughing and his face got all red and he passed out with his eyes OPEN. I seriously thought he choked to death and I got absolutely hysterical. Ever since then whenever anyone near me coughs heavily I get reallyy scared. Is that weird? ha.
*Edit Number 2*
lol, yeah two edits. It wasn't until someone said something to me about it that I realized I do it. If I think someone's mad at me or I'm embarassed about something I just ignore them. I probably shouldn't do that anymore. Sorry Pete :\ I feel really bad, lol.
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OH MY GOD. I HATE THIS.
I feel like I'm always sick now. Blah. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you, dear journal. I just don't have the ambition/time to update anymore.
I've gotta say, i'm really disappointed in myself at how bad I let my grades get. I only did decent on 3 of my midterms. I'm not sure what it is but I just let everything slip this term. Got a 64 1/4 on Strom's midterm. I was really surprised cuz when I was taking it I thought it was waay easier than I expected. Ick. It's amazing how much I dislike that robot of a woman. This term's gonna kill me since the only thing keeping me from killing her was sitting next to Caitlin.
and now I have Ms. Raymond, who bit my head off on the FIRST FUCKING DAY, to deal with. I got screwed this year in the way of teachers. Damn it. I'm thinking about keeping with Creative Writing though. Although I'm not so excited about reading stuff I write out loud. I need to work on that.
I'm gonna try to do a looottt better this term. I have to or I can never get a job. Victory, maybe? lol, I got desperate and applied. Even though I said I never wanted to work at a grocery store. Oh well, I guess.
Well, I'm gonna go take a bath and maybe it'll help a little. I love being sick (=
Latteerrr :)
*EDIT*
Aside from the pneumonia, my mom was just coughing one of those coughs where you think they're choking. I can't tell you how much seeing someone cough really heavily scares me. Like 3 years ago my dad had REALLY high blood pressure and I was over his house one day and he started coughing and his face got all red and he passed out with his eyes OPEN. I seriously thought he choked to death and I got absolutely hysterical. Ever since then whenever anyone near me coughs heavily I get reallyy scared. Is that weird? ha.
*Edit Number 2*
lol, yeah two edits. It wasn't until someone said something to me about it that I realized I do it. If I think someone's mad at me or I'm embarassed about something I just ignore them. I probably shouldn't do that anymore. Sorry Pete :\ I feel really bad, lol.
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OH MY GOD. I HATE THIS.