Aug 13, 2005 01:05
my oh my oh my
i have posted in forever.
school starts soon and this year is going to be interesting
i kno it. i can feel it you kno. ther's a new man in my life
well actually not really new. ive known him all year. but i lke him.
i cant really xplain it. but its a good feeling. i like ppl that give me these srt of feelings.
its all warm and fuzzy. this boy is different than ne1 iv ever dated.
he's amazing. a different amazing htat i dont come across very often.
we hav in common that we'r both horny dorks all the time
perverts i guess is a better way to describe it lol.
yeah im hurting two other ppl this time.
anthony and jim. go figure. im a bitch. i dont really kno wat to do.
why am i like this? i hurt ppl. im selfish. at least i feel like i am.
i like kenny. wats so wrong with that.
well neways this weekend im going to my cousin's sweet 15 in wisconsin.
we'r staying in a hotel. so it shud be fun. ill get to see some family from california.
i got nice clothes for it. im going all dressed up. in heels and everything.
today my sister brought home her marriage license and the set date for the wedding is the 3rd of sept.
im going to miss my sister. the room next to mine. im happy for her. but i need her home sometimes.
i love my sister and damien and just im going to miss her. it almost brings me to tears talking about it.
yesterday mike came over and asked my parents for my sisters hand in marriage. whoa. it was intense i must say.
school starts on like the 23rd. whoa. im going to fucking miss my cokers. the first girl i met at crown
shes too amazing for words. i love you cokers. my best inside dc jokes will always be wiht you.
kenny if your reading this thanks for having your sisters talk to me. it was nice.
you are an amazing person and i cant wait to get to kno you more and more.
jacobs hc will be amazing with you. i heart you.
love always,
anabellie*