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Being that the heat is keeping me up, I thought I'd make an update like Paisley asked me to earlier.
Still at UPS. Not too huge on it still but it should be getting better. Raises coming soon.
Doing well in school. Passing for the most part. Summer school starts July 2nd.
My main focus right now is finishing my GE's and achieving complete financial independence from my parents. Given that I stay on track, about a year of focus and prioritizing should do it. I know I've said it all before, but this time it's realistic. I'm starting to figure out how to take care of myself.
As far as music goes right now, I've decided to really take a step back. It's not in my best interest to make it a priority. Besides I'm learning a lot of things from just simply listening and reading. I'm now more than ever letting my biased subside and really giving everything a chance. Whether or not I enjoy it, I'm getting something out of it.
Life has really tamed itself in the past couple months as well. Money isn't that huge of an issue anymore. Also, I don't party or drink at all now. Not like I did much in the first place but regardless, it's not even a small portion of my life now and I'm completely content with that. Occasionally smoke still but it's few and far between.
Paisley and I are doing really well. We just celebrated our 9 months last Saturday. We as a couple have grown and have gotten through a lot. We've conquered the external obstacles that we faced with. We've also worked through the emotional trials that were put in front of us. We've really gotten to a point of stability and happiness. I love it. I love her. I love you Paisley Cabri Robinson.
As far as I personally go, I kind of fell off the face of the earth. Aside from Paisley I've been pretty much been MIA from everyone else. It was needed. A break from life. Time to just focus on me. It's really helped me stabilize. Because as a handful of you know, I've been a wreck for a good while. But hopefully after my little hiatus, I'll come back able to really face what's in front of me. It's not that I feel any of the closer people in my life aren't important anymore. I just needed time to figure myself out. It was and still is an internal struggle that I need to comes to terms with on my own. Thank you to everyone that has been there for me over the years. You've all helped me grow and given me the strength to face my reflection. I'm getting better at looking into the eyes of the man that lives in my bathroom mirror.
Anyways, this post has gone on much longer than I first anticipated.
tl;dr: Patience is a virtue that I am beginning to learn.
Still at UPS. Not too huge on it still but it should be getting better. Raises coming soon.
Doing well in school. Passing for the most part. Summer school starts July 2nd.
My main focus right now is finishing my GE's and achieving complete financial independence from my parents. Given that I stay on track, about a year of focus and prioritizing should do it. I know I've said it all before, but this time it's realistic. I'm starting to figure out how to take care of myself.
As far as music goes right now, I've decided to really take a step back. It's not in my best interest to make it a priority. Besides I'm learning a lot of things from just simply listening and reading. I'm now more than ever letting my biased subside and really giving everything a chance. Whether or not I enjoy it, I'm getting something out of it.
Life has really tamed itself in the past couple months as well. Money isn't that huge of an issue anymore. Also, I don't party or drink at all now. Not like I did much in the first place but regardless, it's not even a small portion of my life now and I'm completely content with that. Occasionally smoke still but it's few and far between.
Paisley and I are doing really well. We just celebrated our 9 months last Saturday. We as a couple have grown and have gotten through a lot. We've conquered the external obstacles that we faced with. We've also worked through the emotional trials that were put in front of us. We've really gotten to a point of stability and happiness. I love it. I love her. I love you Paisley Cabri Robinson.
As far as I personally go, I kind of fell off the face of the earth. Aside from Paisley I've been pretty much been MIA from everyone else. It was needed. A break from life. Time to just focus on me. It's really helped me stabilize. Because as a handful of you know, I've been a wreck for a good while. But hopefully after my little hiatus, I'll come back able to really face what's in front of me. It's not that I feel any of the closer people in my life aren't important anymore. I just needed time to figure myself out. It was and still is an internal struggle that I need to comes to terms with on my own. Thank you to everyone that has been there for me over the years. You've all helped me grow and given me the strength to face my reflection. I'm getting better at looking into the eyes of the man that lives in my bathroom mirror.
Anyways, this post has gone on much longer than I first anticipated.
tl;dr: Patience is a virtue that I am beginning to learn.