to smoke or not to smoke?

[_fucked_]

hello my love... did you miss me?

today was fucked up...
i took all of the weed out of the blunt...
and sure enough i got caught...
my called emilys house
and was like, damons friedn left a blunt here and now its empty...
lol
i was like uh...
yea i saw that sittin there
and i was kinda mad
becuz you dont tell me you dont want me hanging around certain people cuz they smoke
and you dont want me to be all tempted and shit but...
you fuckin sit a blunt there?
how do you expect me not to be tempted?

and she was like well its empty...
did you smoke it?

i of course denied it.

and she wa slike ok ill talk to you about this when you come home...
well i came home and she was sleep..
lol so i jus hopped on here...

i know jasons going to be really upset at me when he finds out about this...
or whenever he reads this (if he ever has the time to i mean hes too for me of course... lol...
so im kinda happy he isnt on now...

but anyways
trinity wants me to just blame it on her...
but if i do ill never get to see her ever again!
but my choices are kinda limited here....

its either blame it on someone else...
and risk not being able to hang out with them ever again
or
go back to hell lol
i think if it would be anyone itd be emily...
becuz shell be gone so its not like id hang out with her
and we can hang out behind my moms back no prob while shes still here...

i duno wat to do...
well see how shit geos...

♥