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[_frozenbananas]

have you ever felt like theres something missing, yet you dont know what?
i dont know. i feel like im completely alone and no ones really there. i wish i could just sleep forever.

oh well. im sure ill be fine in a few days.
at least im going home.

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[purit_y]

you know whats funny. i used to feel like that every night when i was little, i wouldnt be able to sleep and id go downstairs and be like mommy i feel like im missing something, and shed always ask what and i wouldnt know what to say. needless to say that feeling continued on throughout the majority of my life thus far. honestly i see so much of myself in you that i just want to pick you up off the path of life and place you way ahead of all of it. but duh, i cant really do that. all i can do is love ya like a fat kid love cake and try to give you insight on it all.

you say your sure youll be fine in a few days, which is what im the master of. but really i just push it out of my head until it surfaces again the next time when its worse. even though you hate! this saying im saying it!! you gotta do YOU. like fo really. you need to let go of whatever your holding onto. i dont know what it is, and you might not even but you have to realize that life changes every day. there is always another chance for something, another opportunity to try, you have to realize that no matter who comes into your life, and no matter what kind of effect they have on you, that when they are gone, all you have is yourself. once you believe in yourself and once you realize you make your own happiness others will see it too, and you will attract other people who are in the same boat as you and who have found what they needed in themselves.

i know i sound like a shrink or something and im sorry lol. but i felt the need to tell ya. i know advice is not your thing but i figured id give it a shot. hey it might help you. even if you dont want to admit it.

<3your wifey