i graduate from delhi in exactly 2 weeks. its weird, it still feels like i just graduated high school and yet its two years later and i've changed so much between now and then. delhi taught me so much about life, i went through more shit here than many people go through in their entire lives. i've done many things i'm not proud of yet i do not ( Read more... )

i dont know what im doing anymore. i dont want to be here, i need something different. i hate the fact that i never feel like im good enough, no matter what i do its never enough. im not skinny enough, im not smart enough, i dont have enough money. im not pretty enough. i hate how i put so much pressure on myself. i miss delhi, i miss chris and ( Read more... )

i'm home for summer.
i'm excited, but i miss delhi.

i start work tommorrow, thank god. im so broke right now and have mucho things to pay off.

um. i got my tongue pierced. i love it.

i think thats all.

my freshmen year of college will be over in 11 days ( Read more... )

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even though i know only one or two people will actually read this. im doing it anyways. ive realized in the past year how much my friend really mean to me. and that i wouldnt be me without them, so this is my thanks to them for putting up with my crazyness and loving me anyways ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like theres something missing, yet you dont know what?
i dont know. i feel like im completely alone and no ones really there. i wish i could just sleep forever.

oh well. im sure ill be fine in a few days.
at least im going home.

"all these years i've wanted to be an ice queen, and to certain people i was. i thought that strength came from controlling one's emotions, or having no emotions at all. inner strength was total self sufficency ( Read more... )

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so i'm back at school. woohoo. hahaha at least my car is here ( Read more... )