random babbling
ok so this is basically what im thinking right now. and honestly i dont really care what you have to say, so if your going to make a gay comment. go shove it up your ass. k. thx :)
ok so last semester i was the crazy party girl that drank almost a bottle of vodka everynight. and i was basically the campus slut. there was nothing i wouldnt do for attention. and as much as i hate to admit it. i loved every fucking minute of it. i loved the attention. but ive realized now it wasnt the attention i loved, it was the fact that ever since 10th grade i'd always had a guy in my life. and then all of a sudden i didnt have one. and as much as i believer you dont need a guy to survive, and should never rely on them, after always having one. you dont know what to do without one. and well the easiest way to get attention was to sleep with a ton of them. i dont regret any of it. cause im glad i got to experience it and understand alot of things about myself. but i'm so much happier this semester, rooming with moira kicks ass. i love hanging out with kenny and chris and at the house. and quite honestly, i dont really care about getting drunk as much. i mean hell yes i love it and its fun. but its like if i dont do, then whatever. but for the most part, im happy. ive got a bunch of awesome friends, im closer to my brother, he truly is one of my best friends. i dont fight with my parents as much anymore. basically im happy.
ok so last semester i was the crazy party girl that drank almost a bottle of vodka everynight. and i was basically the campus slut. there was nothing i wouldnt do for attention. and as much as i hate to admit it. i loved every fucking minute of it. i loved the attention. but ive realized now it wasnt the attention i loved, it was the fact that ever since 10th grade i'd always had a guy in my life. and then all of a sudden i didnt have one. and as much as i believer you dont need a guy to survive, and should never rely on them, after always having one. you dont know what to do without one. and well the easiest way to get attention was to sleep with a ton of them. i dont regret any of it. cause im glad i got to experience it and understand alot of things about myself. but i'm so much happier this semester, rooming with moira kicks ass. i love hanging out with kenny and chris and at the house. and quite honestly, i dont really care about getting drunk as much. i mean hell yes i love it and its fun. but its like if i dont do, then whatever. but for the most part, im happy. ive got a bunch of awesome friends, im closer to my brother, he truly is one of my best friends. i dont fight with my parents as much anymore. basically im happy.